The panic is still there
by Now a Runner
- today
- getting bored, pushing limits
- what happened
- there was a seed
- been here before
- whats next, rebuild the confidence, keep pushing
The panic is still there
Yesterday I had the first panic attack i’ve had in some time. It was a strange one, and I definitely felt the subconscious aspects of it which when reflecting, is really an amazing thing to help put things into perspective. That’s easy to say now sitting here at the laptop, at the time it was terrifying as usual.
Boredom means it’s time to push the limits
This has reminded me that no matter how far I’ve come, the panic is still lurking there waiting to take over. I’ve decided though that thats’s ok, I can lie with it and I’m determined to push my comfort zone out so much that it’s way out there on the fringe of my life. That I can do 💪.
